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Sorry
to take so long with this latest update. My mind works in strange ways because
it jumped ahead two years to the androids. Yet I've done my best to pull it
back to Bulma's pregnancy and try and fill in the time gap. After all this is a
three years fic!
Chinks
in the Armor
What
are YOU doing here?
The
next week or so, Bulma tried to carry on as if nothing happened. She had not
called the phone number, rather choosing silence and discretion. As long as her
pregnancy seemed normal she felt no need to bring in a third party. Still she
kept the doctor and Dr. Carbonate to absolute secrecy.
After
her next ultrasound checkup two weeks later, Bulma didn't know just what to
think as the doctor made her report. Yet as she looked at Dr. Paula Carbonate
she knew there was a greater degree of uncertainty then before. Dare she trust
her fate to a loose conglomeration of humans? She didn't know for certain.
"So
far we see no ill effects from the pregnancy. Did you call?" asked Dr.
Iodine. Still Bulma saw no sign of her belly curving yet. Her eyes traced over
the tiny figure lightly fluttering through the painted image of horizontal gray
and black lines.
Bulma
didn't miss a beat as she said, "No. I want to keep the other eggheads out
of this unless necessary. This is my baby we're talking about."
"I
understand your need for discretion. You only need call the number for
additional support if there are any… unusual side effects," said Dr.
Iodine.
"Are
we done?" Bulma asked impatiently.
"You
check out fine. Remember what I talked about," said she.
"Right.
Time to go," she said, swallowing hard. Dr. Carbonate nodded, and then
decided it was time indeed. Bulma shoed the nurse and her friend out of the
room so she could change.
A
half hour later the two friends entered Bulma's car and pulled out of the
garage. Rather then risk Bulma's uncertain emotional state reflecting into her
driving, Dr. Carbonate volunteered the duty instead.
"Do
they think I'm some kind of SCIENCE experiment?" Bulma demanded, not
looking at her friend. Past them zoomed the lights of oncoming traffic. A line
of white twin dots flowed up the left side of the passenger side of the
windshield, then flowed down the rear window in a trail of twin red. Bulma felt
numb over the entire surface of her body. All feeling seemed to shut down, and
she felt colder then she had in days.
"I…
regret that you have that impression of it Bulma. But you have to understand
you're not alone… in what you feel," Dr. Carbonate responded. Just sitting
in the car with her boss created palpable tension that made Dr. Carbonate grit her
teeth.
"And
you presume to think you know what it's like to care for someone and have them
reject you?" Bulma stammered.
"I
thought you could care less if he left or not. Isn't that what you told me
earlier?" asked Dr. Carbonate.
"Forget
it. I knew it was just a booty call," Bulma snapped abruptly. Dr.
Carbonate shook her head, swallowing hard at the shared lump that entered her
throat. Waves of anger and resentment poured off Bulma at that second, and she
could guess what her friend must be feeling now. Alone, abandoned to the
uncertainty of the world.
"Are
you so sure? He's a ruthless bastard, but surely he must have given a shit
somehow?"
"He
knew that I understood. It was a one night stand, nothing more," Bulma
answered quietly. She drummed her fingers on the armrest, then stared out into
the setting sun.
"He
could have just left you alone without saying goodbye," said Dr.
Carbonate, shrugging.
"He's
a prince. I think he was only doing it out of 'gratitude'. In fact I think the
only reason we fucked was so he could thank me for the armor. A payment in
full," Bulma answered.
"Who
are you trying to convince? Me or yourself?" Dr. Carbonate asked.
"Forget
it. Drop it," said Bulma.
"You
were the one who shared all this with me, girl. Now don't push me out. Unless
you want me gone and face this all yourself," Carbonate said angrily. Only
a harsh show of words would snap Bulma out of this pity party that descended.
Why did Carbonate know what Bulma was feeling so well?
Because
someone was a convenient friend with benefits. When both pretended it meant
something more, and the morning after it was a matter of hunger being
satisfied. AS ruthless as Bulma wanted to be, somehow this Prince had infected
her soul. She was falling for him and denied it all she wanted. "I'm fine.
He wants to be his own person. And he's a stuck up asshole. Like I'd want him
living with me…"
"True.
But you got used to him, didn't you?" she asked.
"Yeah,
the son of a bitch," Bulma mumbled. "First I thought I could give a
shit less if he never showed his ugly Saiyan face around here… but
lately…"
"You
miss him?" Carbonate completed for her. Bulma nodded, her blue eyes
gleaming with unshed tears.
"Enough
of this. He's not worth my tears. If he comes back, fine. And if he doesn't,
that's his fucking loss. If he wants to play that game, I'll play
hardball," said Bulma.
"Mmm,
I do remember you telling me that," Carbonate nodded.
"Uh
huh. So he can go play war with the androids all he wants. If he doesn't want
anything to do with this baby…"
More
tightly did the knot twist in Dr. Carbonate's throat hearing the bitterness in
Bulma's voice. Despite Bulma's attempt to show indifference, her anger creased
face betrayed her true emotions. Quietly she queried, "Did he exactly SAY
that? I mean he didn't say that he didn't want the kid did he?"
Bulma
closed her eyes tightly, willing up the conversation she had tried to forget.
"No, as a matter of fac…Only that he could be there. . But it's like he
said… he can't be with me, but the baby can… which basically means about the
same!"
"I
don't agree, but then again…" Carbonate said.
"He
doesn't want a family and I sure as fuck don't want a damn husband. Who needs
to be married anyway! Damn Saiyan eats us out of house and home, no matter that
we're Capsule Corps. Annoys the shit out of me and my dad blowing the GR sky
high. So good riddance to his ass I say!" Bulma huffed.
"So
be it," Carbonate nodded. Yet why could she not expunge the hint of doubt
she felt around Bulma? That there was something else that Bulma had not told
her about the Prince. As a scientist Dr. Carbonate could not help but see the
gaps in a story, and there were parts of Bulma's tale that made no sense. Such
as why would Vegeta go to the trouble of telling Bulma she was pregnant if
Vegeta did not want the child? Surely he could have said far worse then simply
dismissing Bulma. Nevertheless Bulma's firmly clenched jaw and tightly squeezed
fingers digging into her arms warned Dr. Carbonate that it was best not to push
any further.
"Love,
what a crock of shit. I knew that going in it was just a fuck, nothing more.
And he gave me a kid, and that's fine. I don't want Trunks growing up with a
father who shows as much indifference as a vendor buying supplies," she
mumbled.
"So
much for any hope of a relationship with the father," Carbonate mumbled.
Bitterly her own feelings bubbled up, and she struggled not to think of the man
who had fathered Curie. Although he was a scientist in his own right, he had
clearly said he'd give money for the child as long as she demanded nothing else
from him. She had declared she wasn't interested in marrying him when she found
out he was hiding the fact he was married from her. In shock and anger
Carbonate remembered wanting to punch his lights out. She would have, if she
could have gotten away with it.
"You
said you could relate, right? What about Curie's dad?" she asked.
"He
pays child support, and takes her on the weekends," Carbonate said
quietly. "And he gives a damn. Even if he doesn't care about me, he
doesn't dismiss his daughter. Sounds like Vegeta gave a damn enough to tell you
that…"
"Screw
Vegeta. I don't want to talk about this anymore," Bulma waved her hands in
scisorlike motions to cut off any further reply. Carbonate snapped her jaw shut
and exhaled sharply.
"If
that's what you want, then fine. Sorry I opened my big mouth," Carbonate
mumbled. Bulma crossed her arms over her chest, as if guarding herself from any
further emotions or statements. Her shoulders hunched miserably and if she
could draw her knees up on the car seat she would have.
In
silence the two women continued their journey to Capsule Corps. Bulma wanted to
numb herself from the sudden knots in her throat she swore would never come. It
was easy to disconnect herself from any pain or regret; she'd done it before
when Yamcha died. Again left alone, she wondered if it was worth it at all to
think that Vegeta might return. It was far easier not to think about it, and
focus on being angry rather then figure Vegeta's motives out.
Anger
was far easier to feel then understanding. Trying to fathom Vegeta involved far
more thought then she figured he'd deserved. Again she cursed herself for not
looking before she leapt. Still she said nothing to Carbonate as her friend
pulled into the driveway of capsule. Her eyes fluttered wide open at the sight
of a cherry red Capsule roadster parked behind her father's limousine.
"Oh
shit, not now," she groaned.
"What?"
asked Dr. Carbonate.
"He
can't be here. That's all I need, dammit," cursed Bulma. "Of all the
fucking days… HE has to visit!"
"Who,
Yamcha?" asked Dr. Carbonate.
"Mother
fucker I don't want to see him now… I can't…" Bulma gritted her teeth.
Something akin to blue flames surged in her sapphire eyes, and Dr. Carbonate
pulled the car to a full stop when she saw Bulma scrambling to unbuckle her
belt.
"At
least let me stop the car before you get out, Bulma!" Carbonate snapped.
"Fine,
whatever. But I'm NOT going to let that turd get away with checking in like
some damn mothership," she muttered, flinging open her seatbelt with a
loud pop. Twisting her manicured fingers into the door handle she wrenched it
with more force then necessary and flung wide the door. It narrowly slammed
back in her face if she had not launched herself from the car and crossed the
lawn halfway to the entrance.
"Wow,
she's pissed. Me and my big mouth," Carbonate cursed, putting the car in
park. She quickly exited the drivers side and grabbed her purse along with
Bulma's that still sat on the front passenger side seat.
Bulma's
bright blue hair sailed after her like a banner, only to hit her back with each
long sprinting stride that carried her to the front steps of Capsule. In hot
pursuit, Dr. Carbonate had to kick off her high heeled shoes to keep up with
her boss. Just under the brightly colored awning, a handsome long haired
gentleman stood with a bouquet of flowers. With his back to the approaching
duo, Yamcha raised his right hand to depress the intercom button and buzz
himself in.
"You…
what the HELL are you doing here!" Bulma screeched. Yamcha swiveled around
smiling till he caught sight of the banshee storming down on him.
"Hi
babe… I know it's been a long time since we talked but I can explain…"
Yamcha stammered. His scarred visage suddenly wrinkled into a worried frown. A
second later he stepped back at the advancing Bulma marching up to him.
"Don't
you BABE me, you miserable little shit! How DARE you come around her with
fucking FLOWERS! Who do you think you are?"
"Oh
man I'm in trouble," Yamcha mumbled.